Closure

I just need some closure Please don't tell me it's over I just wanna get closer I just need some closure So I guess, it's my fault I tend to over love I just know how it feels to never feel loved I just don't know how to express myself so I do too much I just wanted to be your one And each days getting worse I try to keep pushing but it doesn't work Life sucks I wanna give up I feel so empty like I'm not enough You liked me first but now you're gone Leaving me here to carry on Its 4am I'm wondering What we could of been Now your love for me slipping through your hand like sand Left me for no reason I don't understand like damn Missing the moments we shared Now I think of it, I don't know if you cared I just need some closure Please don't tell me it's over I just wanna get closer I just need some closure So I guess, it's my fault I tend to over love I just know how it feels to never feel loved I just don't know how to express myself so I do too much I just wanted to be your one How the f*ck do I lose someone who liked me first That shit makes it hurt, even worse Was I really that hard to love Never had anyone fight for my love And now I'm afraid to walk this road With no hand to hold It's okay I'm used to the cold Will I die before I grow old Loved the way you made me feel It sucks that it wasn't real All them nights together we just laid When our legs locked, made me feel safe I just need some closure Just because we don't talk Doesn't mean I don't think about you I'm just trying to distance myself from you Cause, I know I cant have you And, I know you can go days without texting me But, If you called I'll be there for you