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F*ck a holiday Id rather have my bro today My Brodie das my protege I'll meet yo ass at heaven gates A paint so deep it penetrates My soul in such a different way So please don't ask me how the f*ck I'm feeling cuz iss not ok A pain I never felt before Really don't know how to cope All I know is rollin up all this pain That's why I'm smoking dope Don't know how to talk about the pain Unless a beat is on Feel insane cuz life just ain't the same Why can't you be here longer They all say the shit that doesn't kill you Finna make you stronger But this shit ain't helpin all I'm doin Smokin marijuana Felt like my whole life froze And sleepin in a coma F*ck the way the dice roll That's that shit that pull you under F*ck a holiday Id rather have my bro today My Brodie das my protege I'll meet yo ass at heaven gates A paint so deep it penetrates My soul in such a different way So please don't ask me how the f*ck I'm feeling cuz iss not ok That's why I jus keep my faith in god I use him as my armor Through him I know I can beat the odds But lately I been stumblin Never thought that I would pull that card Left my life in shambles Lately I been losin losin losin But I'll win the battle Boutta go to war grab sword I'm finna storm the castle Don't need no awards or no whores I'll still be an asshole You know Imma do it for my daddy Cuz he named Daniel Bitch I'm way too handle Legend livin inna flannel Always told my momma imma Make it so you know I'm bound to