Limits

When I'm in this state of mind Like I'm running out of time When I feeling out of line Or when I'm tired and trynna find When I'm in this state of mind Like I'm running out of time When I feeling out of line Or when I'm tired and trynna find Some way to cope with these emotions Playing through my head like a recorded Message repeating causing a commotion At a store stating a promotion On a corded machine Causing backlash at the employees Saying that they've had enough With their bad management And try to snuff their business With lots of care and management, uh Something so elegant Yet so dangerous That could end up in retaliation On any end If there's no encouragement That's how I'm feeling at any given moment When I think about the lack of preparation When I think about the ignorance When I think about the endurance That I didn't put into establishing My skills in any sort of sense To try and break the limits I have on my abilities to get past This moment, this moment When I'm in this state of mind Like I'm running out of time When I feeling out of line Or when I'm tired and trynna find Some way to cope with these emotions Playing through my head like Every single day And I pray that everything will be okay Hoping that my orchestra teacher will say something To help me feel better But I feel like an attention seeker if I do that Talking to my brother every single day at our house Thinking to myself that'll only make it worse 'Cause he graduates this year And I'm not sure I could handle the pressure Of dealing with everything just by myself Contemplating the options I have at hand And what moves I have left 'Cause it's near the end of the year My grades have been slipping pretty fearful Of what that might do For my future if I wanna succeed But what field do I wanna succeed in Everything in questioning and I've already peaked my limit of pressure So many thoughts that lack in expressure Thoughts of failure and unimportance boggling my mind But I don't mind letting go and dropping my interests Yet I won't let myself cave in and give up just now Need to start relying on my abilities to get past this moment And finally do something to stop feeling sorry for the place that I put myself in When I'm in this state of mind Like everything that I really try Ends up being out of line With the standards of everyone alive I don't know how I'll approach this I just wanna be myself I just wanna be proud of myself How will I do this by myself Myself I don't wanna be alone I don't wanna be the source of my unhappiness I just wanna feel like myself I just wanna feel like myself again