Same Vibe

One day at a time Chilling with my buddies at my house feelin' fine Maybe even hang out 'till it turns nine Just hanging with some people with the same vibe One day at a time Chilling with my buddies at my house feelin' fine Maybe even hang out 'till it turns nine Just hanging with some people with the same vibe Spend all year not worrying on what to do But I'm with my bro and we're feeling kinda chill Nothing wrong at the moment, delaying the inevitable Gotta finish homework within an hour or so but I don't even sweat though cause of how it'll turn out Gaming on my console just hanging around In the basement talking to my brothers friends No time for amends for the lack of effort I've been putting in As the only thing I'm worried about is the classmates I've been dealing with Got about 1 friend I can talk to aside from my brothers when it comes to failures I've been dealing with Mentions of being retarded scattering my brain but they all got my back Low self esteem's got me thinking twice But thankfully my brother and his friends got me feeling alright One day at a time Chilling with my buddies at my house feelin' fine Maybe even hang out 'till it turns nine Just hanging with some people with the same vibe One day at a time Chilling with my buddies at my house feelin' fine Maybe even hang out 'till it turns nine Just hanging with some people with the same vibe Next day I'm walking to my class with my daily ritual Of trynna gain composure, due to social enclosures As the thought of failure keeps lurking in my head Not sure of where I stand in terms of a promising future Even if I knew I don't have the encouragement to maintain it Feel like knowing eyes are always around me Knowing of what I lack even if I don't speak to the matter of fact Report cards always looking one sided much like my GPA Wish that I could say that it's because I don't do the homework Stressing out over my priorities Falling behind the majority Low self esteem's got me thinking twice But thankfully my brother and his friends got me feeling alright One day at a time Chilling with my buddies at my house feelin' fine Maybe even hang out 'till it turns nine Just hanging with some people with the same vibe One day at a time Chilling with my buddies at my house feelin' fine Maybe even hang out 'till it turns nine Just hanging with some people with the same vibe The one class that got me through the day is my orchestra class Something about music always persuaded me Even something as simple as this has me lowering my GPA Funny thing is It's the one class I constantly felt inspired in The one thing I get inspired from makes me feel like a failure No matter how much effort I put in The one thing I get inspired from makes me feel like a failure No matter how proud I feel as a violin player The one thing I get inspired from makes me feel like a failure To cope with the feeling you could catch me cracking jokes They'd laugh but deep down inside I felt I could do better My orchestra teacher would say to me I know you can do better I know you can do better I know you can do better I know you can do better I know you can do better I know you can do better I know you can do better I know you can do better I know you can do better I know you can do better I know you can do better Why don't I seem to fit in anywhere Why aren't I sharing interests with anyone else Why am I the outcast Why do I have to endure Same vibes, same cries, same lies, same nights It's always the same Every single day I walk into the school like maybe things will be different this time But every single day it's the same thing Same place, same people, same problems That I have to take in cause everyone around me seems to know That I don't quite fit in I try my hardest to keep within their expectations But it just falls flat Only people that I got left are my brother and his friends But even they're temporary Much like my satisfaction with anything that may interest me Always having doubts about anything that may keep me interesting If people knew the way I felt they'd understand why I have a hard time keeping up I could say that I have an interest but they'd call bluff Because they'd know what I have to offer is just not enough To keep themselves satisfied Wish I could go back in time to a place where I felt I was alright, I was enough and not isolated And to a place where I didn't feel so devastated I know you can do better