Stronger

Truth is I'm tired Of waiting for something to take me higher 'Cause I can't go on too much longer Wishing that I could be stronger Look, truth is you a liar The hotter my passion, I'm burning brighter And your shoulder only got colder You gone now but I could be lower I can remember you saying it so vividly Ant in the back of his mind, know he'll forget me Now look at you in my head, still living rent-free Anyone that f*ck with you dead, hope they don't tempt me How long I should have been dead, bout 56 weeks You seen the look in my eyes, lifeless and empty Right when I did what I did is when you hit me I know you didn't have a clue, just had your instinct I downed them pills but my liver had said "this shit weak" You told me throw the shit up before it kills me You stayed up talking me out of it till I agreed 'Cause if I hung up the phone, you wouldn't get sleep Stuck in my head like give it up, why can't you hate me? In 2018 made you almost do the same thing I still got plenty of reasons, so what's the main thing? When life's a nightmare, you usually love to daydream Truth is I'm tired Of waiting for something to take me higher 'Cause I can't go on too much longer Wishing that I could be stronger Look, truth is you a liar The hotter my passion, I'm burning brighter And your shoulder only got colder You gone now but I could be lower Fast-forward, 2020 got me on my bullshit Almost went down a road I'll never go again We don't talk as much, I don't know if we really should switch When I find other women, always see you in them This year the stars been aligning for me 'Cause I know that my destiny isn't out of my reach You need to take initiative and put your life on a leash 'Cause if you don't then experience gonna be one to teach Beautiful souls don't have prices to 'em I know that you one, you not the type to lose I know that sooner or later it'll be our time to snooze So while we're under the sun, what would you like to do? You know I'd never lie to you So if I tried to prove That I'm not the type to lose Would you or could you give me the benefit of the doubt? 'Cause truth is I'm tired Of waiting for something to take me higher 'Cause I can't go on too much longer Wishing that I could be stronger Look, truth is you a liar The hotter my passion, I'm burning brighter And your shoulder only got colder You gone now but I could be lower