Anhedonia

Say good night say good night to my dead reflexes Say good morning good morning to my bedhead Am I braindead? My mind weighs a ton I can't move an inch It's so insane it's like I'm always in this game always second guessing every single word I sing What is this mess all around me I'm amazed what is this verse doing to my fucking brain? I don't need your slur words no I don't wanna feel your pain You should fill yourself with emptiness you're hollow like the rain It hurts me when you say hurts me when you say you're all alone because I'm right here you used to gaze at me like I was home Say goodbye All this dead weight I wouldn't want you near my casket Say goodbye All this dead weight wouldn't want you near my casket I'm a basket case Disease no ease I can't find breeze I rid myself of vanities from west to east I feel so high right now there's only down from here They're waiting in the bottom yeah they long to feed on my breaking bones I'm shaking still so I will stay high and I will try to be still I don't even care if you want me to heal Time to kill kill kill Say goodbye All this dead weight I wouldn't want you near my casket Say goodbye All this dead weight wouldn't want you near my casket I'm a basket case