Sink/Swim

None of this works I wish I was sober Mornings are often quiet and cold I wish it was dawn I had to dissemble Feels are forever and I stay up too late Wondering when I'll get to heaven Conversations with satan always end well Wish I could leave but nothing feels better Than a pat on the head from the greatest of evils Wish I could swing from the swing-sets down under Rise to the top and recollect all my sins I wish I had everything I wish I had everything I wish I had everything It's definitely sink or swim