Never Let Go

Stuck in my mind I'm stuck in my conscious Leave me alone And leave me to die Don't wanna be saved Stop wasting my time I know when I'll go When I feel it inside Alone once again While I sit on my thrown Alone once again While I'm making her moan Yeah I don't care Yeah I'm so gone Just leave me alone While I sip on this jack Maybe I'll make it I don't need no help I'm smiling I'm laughing With knifes to my back I wanna relax I'm getting no sleep Insomnia, anxiety, ptsd Mix it together I Guess I'm just me Forgetting the bad Replaced with the good Easier said that can ever be done I'm lost and I'm found But I'm found and I'm lost I been feeling so alone on this earth Yeah I been feeling so alone on this earth I been feeling so alone on this earth I been feeling so alone on this earth How do I do this to myself I'm tired of thinking I'm tired of running I wanna move on But it keeps coming back The thoughts from the past That make me relapse I'm so Fkn scared Of what I'll become I'm so fkn scared That I'm stressing myself Stop and just think I'm don't with the meds I'm done losing time I needa press on I been feeling so alone on this earth Yeah I been feeling so alone on this earth I been feeling so alone on this earth I been feeling so alone on this earth What will I be when I grow old Who will I be when leave here So many thoughts There can never be peace I'm begging me pls You'll get through it all I pray for the lonely I pray for the weak I pray for the ones Who always got me Your never alone Soon man you'll see That we gotta purpose Just look at the surface I'm scratching the surface With making a change It starts with a step And ends with the leap You'll fall and you'll break But you'll live and you'll learn Remember that you Can only save you So cry your eyes out Start feeling it all These are the emotions Of a human being Young and reckless Be yourself There's always gonna be Some kind of help I been fucked up Cause I'm living fast I swear I'm so self fish I wanted it all But it's one for all Not all for one I Break em off Like Paul wall Got a couple friends Don't need a lot I'm done with all of y'all's shit Yeah Thinkin and thinkin I'm tired im drinkin I wanna relax Without all the drama Just give me my space While I lay me to sleep Yeah Just give me my space While I lay in my sleep Yeah..