Better Me, Pt. 1

I’m in so much pain And I know its a gain but its driving me insane Keep fucking with my brain I’m just saying There’s times when I cry and keep wonder why Then I try to think of ways to keep my hope alive But deep down inside I feel like I’m dying Whats the point in me trying if the diamond that I am isn’t shining My edges are so rough yet they expect me to be tough I Can’t hide this stuff I’ve had enough Pass me a fucking blunt DAMN! Can I have some morphine or should I drink some chlorine Bleach or should I load up an automatic machine Reminiscing on the days where I used to be lit Always ready for some shit Now look, suddenly faced with a clip Bullets ready to fly made myself the target Pronounce me dead Brains splattered on the bed One str8 to the head You heard what I said Alright, I’ll be right back