Better Me, Pt. 2

I know they’ll say its selfish But that's easy to say for a situation they’ve never dealt with I’m steady suffering in silence My First resort is violence I’m Lost with no sense of guidance My Mind is so wreckless, its like driving without a license I am my own alliance Thoughts full of defiance Conducting studies with my life like its some fucking kind of science Looking at the woman in the mirror I’m just trying to see it clearer So I can correct the error Believe me, I fear her I guess that's what led me to this facility Cause this is fucking with me mentally Got random people keep eyeing me Being that I’m object to society Tried to heal my broken heart That's like watching the world fall apart Unable to heal those scars Now I’m not sure where the f*ck to start Press Fast Forward Those were the times I couldn’t see Those were the times I couldn’t believe Now that the cloud is gone I’m able to believe Here’s toast to the pain, that made a better me