The Balance

Life smacked me 'round and it smacked me good Smacked me 'round 'til I understood That I'm just half, half, half It ain't about getting clicks and views 'Cause you ain't no one if no one's missing you When it's time to hit the sack, sack, sack Killed the set - who gives a f*ck It's just another way to interrupt My mind and it's lonely track, track, track Nothing sacred and true as you Ooooohhh Jesus Christ, I'm almost twenty-nine Thirty's coming in the blink of an eye No time to waste, waste, waste First dates on half my nights Hoping I land something half as right As her to help the ache, ache, ache Cancel on my brother, bail on the guys The same ones who talked me out of suicide Last year when I tried, tried, tried Guess my "thanks" and I were fake Oooooh Now all my fears are valid And I'm hanging in the balance. Oh oooh oh This is what happens when you sell it All to feel a little valid. Oh oooh oh From people you don't even cherish It's got me hanging in the balance Oh oooh oh. Oooh oooohhhhh. Oohh They had visiting hour twice a day At the Cypress Center where I was locked away Last May to save my life, life, life Quote Had a schizophrenic roommate No one came to see him the whole time of my stay But I had like five people visit twice These are the loved ones I'm cool to flake On for the sake of a Tinder date Guess I never got it right, right, right That love comes first, this tire's gonna burst Ooooh Now all my fears are valid And I'm hanging in the balance. Oh oooh oh This is what happens when you sell it All to feel a little valid. Oh oooh oh From people you don't even cherish It's got me hanging in the balance Oh oooh oh. Oooh oooohhhhh.Now all my fears are valid And I'm hanging in the balance. Oh oooh oh This is what happens when you sell it All to feel a little valid. Oh oooh oh From people you don't even cherish It's got me hanging in the balance Oh oooh oh. Oooooh ooooooooohhhhhhhhh