Up at 8 Again

I'm up at 8 again The alarm I set to 10 And I'm gonna spend 18 hours thinking of you Thinking of you They told me, call some friends Take all the meds Anything but 18 hours thinking of you Been thinking lately ‘bout how we only get one go-around Wish I gave that some thought 'fore I decided to throw around The type of words that make the rest of the time I spend On this floating rock just time that might have been Let’s blame it on perfectionism and OCD That I noticed you too late the way you noticed me It’s a great, big world and I think I’mma see at least a few Places in it, but none of them are Greece with you Oh night and day All I do is run away From reality That I did this to me And what it’s gonna be Yeah, that I’m gonna be Up at 8 again The alarm I set to 10 And I'm gonna spend 18 hours thinking of you Thinking of you They told me, call some friends Take all the meds Anything but 18 hours thinking of you I don’t believe in horoscopes, heaven, and soulmates But I believe I found my swolemate Someone who came along and finally lit the bulb Taught me the highs in life ain’t gotta be so difficult They ain’t drenched in sweat and read like a movie script Just call me Muffin That’s truly it But the only role you may have left in my life is a cameo Oh there you go Oh, night and day All I do is run away From reality That I did this to me And what it’s gonna be Yeah, that I’m gonna be Up at 8 again The alarm I set to 10 And I'm gonna spend 18 hours thinking of you Thinking of you They told me, call some friends Take all the meds Anything but 18 hours thinking of you They say it will someday, oh, if it was meant to be But we’re past eventually and you’ll never know what you meant to me I don’t think love can ever flower again when someone in it’s been scared to death But if it makes your life any easier, now I’m just as scared of it Oh, night and day All I do is run away From reality That I did this to me And what it’s gonna be Yeah, that I’m gonna be Up at 8 again The alarm I set to 10 And I'm gonna spend 18 hours thinking of you Thinking of you They told me, call some friends Take all the meds Or it's gonna be 18 hours thinking of you Thinking of you Up at 8 again It never fucking ends Oh, it’s always 18 hours thinking of you Thinking of you There ain’t no making amends With the scenes playing in my head All 18 hours thinking of you