Angels & Demons (feat. Tamzin Whelan)

Demons eating me alive every night As the angel puts up a fight Wishing sometimes I'd go to the light And question am I living life right In my mind I've so many fears Sometimes they make me wanna disappear Then the thoughts cause some tears And the angel says get my life in gear My mind from my past is torn apart Wishing I could be small and restart Where my anxiety wasn't off the chart And maybe one day I'll have a better heart Cause of so many dumb mistakes I fucked it all up with some of my mates Thoughts in my mind try to make me feel fake Can't move on ,without getting the shakes (Aaaahhhhhhh) Demons tell me I'll lose my job Every night they make me sob Wondering if I'll be saved by god Or will thoughts make my life stop Over the years made so many foes Now these fuckers made me grow Although it's tough I never let go Which makes my thoughts and my lovers glow So many people try to write me off But I spend lotta time blocking them off Enemies and foes try make me rot But hey I guess it's their loss Cover my face with a hoodie to hide So no one can see pain in my eyes Still miss my loved ones in the sky Living with this pain since a little guy (Aaaahhhhhhh) Angels always tryna give me hope But the devil tells me to slit my throat Still tryna figure out how to cope Before my mind gets even more cold Still ask myself do I get help Before my mind continues to melt Wonder one day will I be myself Instead of wondering why I hate myself Angels and demons control my mind They keep me up all the time Make me push friends to the side Which makes me think I'm unkind Every night I'm in my room Sometimes feel my life is ruined Or even thinking can I bloom Or will I always feel so doomed