Forgotten but Not Lost

I never wanted this any day to fall to my knees and beg to stay Contradicting everything I say will never get you anywhere with me I'm overthinking what I have to say It's still not enough for what I mean Waking up to start another day is the worst fucking part of this whole thing? You've got the nerve to waste my time When I fall to my knees you'll erase my life F*CK YOU! I never wanted this any day to fall to my knees and beg to stay Contradicting everything I say will never get you anywhere with me I'm overthinking what I have to say It's still not enough for what I mean Waking up to start another day is the worst fucking part of this whole thing? You've gone too far this time You want everyone pushed aside Don't tell me to relax I can't catch my breath I can't do a set of this Flowing through your lies is not what you need Everything I fucking try to do will never be what you want it to I do everything to try and please you I'm sick of all this bullshit and I'm fucking screwed I never wanted this any day to fall to my knees and beg to stay Contradicting everything I say will never get you anywhere with me I'm overthinking what I have to say It's still not enough for what I mean Waking up to start another day is the worst fucking part of this whole thing? It's all over your fucking face Every fucking inch of you is a fucking disgrace