Dance On The Windowsil And Thank Every Dog And Cat

I'm speeding I'm racing Blood in my veins is napalm I'm headless and spineless Watch from above or from Inside or behind blue eyes or from a Crater the shape of a whole life in the middle of my skull Smack in the center like another earth's core Solid iron and nickel, an alloy In the center of a pale blue dot, a crater: empty, voluminous, enough to hold Medical bills drop a class write poems get internship Sexton Blake. Watched this body Waving arms and legs, an orangutan, a Dalmatian, emaciated, infantile Dressed in my mountain chic finest Walking back and forth, drinking more coffee Sacrificed Bleeding Leaved a trail like a slug or a murderer Think blank Cratered head under a microscope appears exactly as the Grid on the chalkboard, each Box filled with a single letter exactly as the grid on the Window Thin, rectangular, high on the wall, a sliver Boxes section it off into Panes: sheets of paper, yellow legal pads, a notebook Whispers of brick at the edge: sharp, asymmetrical A million shades of red to mirror a million clouds lazing by Directionless, come and go like thoughts From grey to blue and white last week the hills were ablaze They come into the field enormous and singular as Whales or continents, and Soon enough, shatter and drift apart happily and wisp away and reform and join fronts and pass on Past the bars and finally the razor brick Why care about anything, the board reads, underlined Deja vu hits like a fucking truck and I'm on my knees clutching at a bronze belt buckle, lavender walls enclose Dance on the windowsill and thank every dog and cat Dance on the windowsill and thank all the dogs and cats My head's split open like a crater Look at me Under a microscope Look at me I walked around and around the block Saying relax to myself out loud Like some type of freak Dance on the windowsill and thank every dog and cat Every dog and cat Thank every dog and every single cat Please dance on the windowsills and thank all the dogs and cats