Battles

Been through some battles the past couple years Lost a few soldiers shed a couple tears Lost a few soldiers oh that's right A lot of them like family so that's extra fight The closer they are the harder it seems Cuz the closer they are the harder it be The world tells you numb the pain hold off and forget But that's why we need to hold on and Forgive I just wanna have His joy not be without it I just wanna be a son and be astounding I was made for the crowds Momma prayed for the crowds Crazy how we run from dreams when they become reality I just wanna go back to the basics Like why I even love God in the first place Not claiming to be a Christian cuz I Know a couple holy bible verses Been there before did that it ain't worth it But how do I start over now Did a couple shows had a couple crowds Got some souls relying on me now Lately feeling like I'm bout to drown God pull me out the water put me back on solid ground Been through some battles the past couple years Lost a few soldiers shed a couple tears Lost a few soldiers oh that's right A lot of them like family so that's extra fight The closer they are the harder it seems Cuz the closer they are the harder it be The world tells you numb the pain hold off and forget But that's why we need to hold on and Forgive I'm fighting battles on my own I know I'll never win Why's the hardest fight to face the one we facing within My pride my thoughts run off on me sometimes And some of these things I can't seem to get off of my mind Like the memories I've pent up that I'm holding within Of all my soldiers that I've lost a couple Of them was kin My God my God please take all of my whys Only you can break down all of my pride Only you only truth Only you can tear down these lies Only truth only you Only truth can renew my mind It's only you you pull me through Pulling me closer it's what you wanna Do Been through some battles the past couple years Lost a few soldiers shed a couple tears Lost a few soldiers oh that's right A lot of them like family so that's extra fight The closer they are the harder it seems Cuz the closer they are the harder it be The world tells you numb the pain hold off and forget But that's why we need to hold on and Forgive