Dear Diary

All these thoughts Are haunting In my head You're still the best Why doing shit and then saying sorry Only when you're fucked up I see your glory I failed exams I hate proving my worth I can't adjust to things that don't work Even though I'm grateful, I don't understand Why you keep being with me, I'm those who left I liked your black T-shirt, it fitted with your hair I'm going clubbing, even though I'm scared All these thoughts Are haunting In my head You're still the best I write down same things every day It's like samsara But only pouring that out of mind Gives my nirvana Neighbor asked me to repair her new iPad My cousin went to Harvard, pretended to be happy Riding car with strangers Don't care where to go My salvation is packages That I ordered on Amazon I'm running towards you Lusting to get more I feel like we will meet one time But now I am not ready though All these thoughts Are haunting In my head You're still the best