Crushed

At what point did everything go wrong? I can't bring myself to carry on I'm a prisoner in my own head I feel surrounded but completely alone Isolated even though I am at home How I feel relates to nothing that I see And all I want is to feel like me again It's getting harder to breath and I'm sick of it God please, pull me out of this My soul aches, My mind's numb I keep on asking myself 'what have I become?' Forever trying different things But getting the same outcome I can't move and I want to cry And on occasion I have even thought goodbye I'm sorry, I cannot lie I'm feeling crushed on the inside Why can't I fight this? I'm never this weak Feel like my roar has been reduced to a small squeak Will I ever get it back? It was never supposed to turn out this I have ambitions, dreams and things to accomplish But all I see is all that being demolished And all I want is to feel like me again It's getting harder to breath and I'm sick of it God please, pull me out of this My soul aches, My mind's numb I keep on asking myself 'what have I become?' Forever trying different things But getting the same outcome I can't move and I want to cry And on occasion I have even thought goodbye I'm sorry, I cannot lie I'm feeling crushed on the inside I feel on fire but its all from within Flames of anxiety burn under my skin My legs are tired and my chest is tight My face forever hiding that I'm losing the fight I tell myself that if I drift off to sleep When I wake up I'll be fine But I open my eyes and realise nothing has changed God, please don't let this last a lifetime I feel on fire but its all from within Flames of anxiety burn under my skin My legs are tired and my chest is tight My face forever hiding that I'm losing the fight I tell myself that if I drift off to sleep When I wake up I'll be fine But I open my eyes and realise nothing has changed God, please don't let this last a lifetime Don't give up Don't give up Don't give up Don't give up Don't give up Don't give up Don't give up Don't give up