Overwhelmed, Under Pressure

Overwhelmed but under pressure Feeling the pressure of media The social type Yeah the social type Swipe Flick Click Tap Type All of it is taking a toll on my mind To socialise On the media The social type I Just Want To Stop But there's content I Need To Drop I'm tryna strategies I tryna help lives It's like the spikes on the walls are closing in Despite the spikes ima ball with the wholes within I see changes I wanna help change things I'm under pressure But wretch said pressure makes diamonds But are the diamonds really worth it if they're covered in blood I've got Blood diamonds The swelling on my knuckles The aches and the bubbles between the bones I'm trying to ditch my phone And sometimes I don't like responding to messages I just wanna air the messages I'm too busy focusing on how I'm tryna elevate That's work with faith And I don't wanna just sit here and be stagnant Now bro that can't happen I tore my heart cracked it open Poured it out in x amounts of pieces Now my hearts in pieces I promise it's not just in vain it can never be Na it can never be 321 I'm trying to be free When I've got it in my back pocket That's a free be I just wanna get the motion going Get the stone rolling like it's going downhill But when you're going uphill It's harder, I promise Cos there's a risk of being crushed So I'm just trying to keep with this momentum And complete each sentence Cos by the time I know it and know it off head That's another story you've read And I'll be part of history To me that's no mystery I've dun lived my misery So I'll live my victory So, sorry if I don't respond to your messages I have a disease called dream big Seeing all these prophecies and presages Slip my mind like wigs Racing them before they become series of vestiges (Meaning cease to exist) Flicking through the history book of life Praise God, I see My name in the list So I know I probably started the convo With Something like yo But when you replied with something like yo or hey I had to get about my day I don't wanna spend too much time online My day can't pass me by And all honesty, l don't wanna lie I just can't be asked sometimes So if you message me And I don't reply I'm so sorry I didn't reply I just can't let my dream die It's bigger than me and you And that's the truth Well that's what I tell myself Even though it's just an excuse Overwhelmed but under pressure Feeling the pressure of media The social type Yeah the social type Swipe Flick Click Tap Type All of it is taking a toll on my mind To socialise On the media The social type