keep on trying

I don't know who I am I'm stuck I'm lost in this maze I'm tryna find myself but I don't know it's a never ending phase I'm torn between the person that I was and who I want to be I'm having my own crisis with my own identity I'm going crazy Searching for my place I'm searching for my voice But every time I speak the words just come out weak I just don't have a choice I'm tryna find my way but I'm lost in the dark I know, I'm struggling with who I am it's tearing me apart I have to find a way to break free from this cage I'm finding my own path Embracing my own rage So cautious with who I let onto my own stage I'm being true to myself always letting go of the fear Overcoming my own self a task that isn't really clear This crisis doesn't do anything but just weighs on my mind Is God involved or am I just insane please give me a sign Tryna figure all this out in battle it's a constant fight When I was free I'd always fight my demons near thousands of times I've tried so many masks but they just don't feel right Pretending all the time not being true to my own light It's hard to find myself when everything's just gonna change I'm feeling so abnormal shifting shape I always rearrange But I won't give up I'll keep on going I'll keep on trying When the going gets tough the tough get going I'll keep on trying When the going gets tough the tough get going I'll keep on trying I am not even seen I just wanna be free I need to escape Before the darkness consumes me My light isn't just bright My true colours just didn't shine My true colours just didn't shine My true colours just didn't shine My true colours just My true colours just My true colours just My true colours just didn't shine