leave me in the cold

Stuck in my thoughts Sit by the window and watch the rain pour Motivation's at an all time low Deep that I'm no longer young anymore Responsibilities Time is testing my durability Emotionally and spiritually Wanna get out of the box that I'm in But it's closing on me and I'm tryna flee I been Tryna move mountains all in my mind I can't lie it's a mix All the necessities weren't even necessary Copping this flashy shit sat on my wrist Don't mean shit Am I spitting cause I love the game Or am I tryna show niggas I'm him? And am I willing to travel the extra kilometre And really go out on a limb When I was a young g I had no dad Didn't wanna go and raise the mistake that he thought he had Learnt how to tie my own lace How to tie my own tie, be a man I used to think that in life everybody in the world And around me knew of the future And had a set plan but me Always stuck out the odd one out From year three up until year 13 Claimed that I started from the bottom I'm still at the bottom wanna make my way up But I wanna do it clean Living in the ends with the GMs that bally up When they see the opps, take a shot at your spleen I coulda went and chose that route But my marge raised me right told me never start fights And to always be nice to any nigga that you meet Anyone you see on streets That shit stayed 'til my teens But it don't make sense why are man still mean? Wanna keep my energy to myself cause When I see I don't get the same love back I close up wanna give a hug to my dads but None of them were ever in the present that's mad Got the thoughts of ending it all that's mad Wanna get money quick seeing friends hit the trap Gotta steer so clear know the good from the bad No I'm different to them I can handle the crap But I wish I had someone with me for the ride To vent to, to wanting to know me inside And is there for me all of the time by my side Cause the isolating is fatigue I can't breathe And it's slowly leading up to my demise Why you wanna leave me in the cold for? Why you wanna leave me in the cold for? Stuck in my thoughts Sit by the window and watch the rain pour Motivation's at an all time low Deep that I'm no longer young anymore Responsibilities Time is testing my durability Emotionally and spiritually Wanna get out of the box that I'm in But it's closing on me and I'm tryna flee I been Stuck in my thoughts Sit by the window and watch the rain pour Motivation's at an all time low Deep that I'm no longer young anymore Responsibilities Time is testing my durability Emotionally and spiritually Wanna get out of the box that I'm in But it's closing on me and I'm tryna flee I been Tryna move mountains all in my mind I can't lie it's a mix All the necessities weren't even necessary Copping this flashy shit sat on my wrist Don't mean shit Am I spitting cause I love the game Or am I tryna show niggas I'm him? And am I willing to travel the extra kilometre And really go out on a limb