the feeling of losing everything

Can't go longer It's all over It's all over I lost my dignity and in the process I lost my composure But if I looked closer I would've noticed that the reason I'm stuck in this place and not him Is because I became the pushover The fake one the poser Who can't find the closure Now I am enclosured I can't do it right And by it I mean nothing The darkness consuming me More and more becoming who I don't wanna be Clearer than day but the one that's unseen is me They all believed in me I let them down What did they see in me look at me now I'm so weak and so vulnerable I can't just plough Through my problems before when I used to be down Can't go longer It's all over Nobody was there for me Locked the gates and hid the key So many years since I've been free I've hit a new kind of low I've hit a new kind of low I'm trapped in this dark and so lonely place With no way to see or communicate I try to escape but the walls are too tall I am stuck here forever not scared I will fall I thought I had it all But now I just see That through all of this time I was wrong and I'm free Free to roam as a clone but I'm still trapped within This a prison of my own I gotta begin to accept it I try to hold on to the hope and the light But it's hard to see when I'm in here it's just night I'm just tired of fighting I'm tired of pain I'm accepting my fate in this prison my reign And it's gone all the dreams of my future gone by I just sit and watch all of the hours go by Even at my own pace my own sadness will stay I'm resigned but I'll not see the light of day Nobody was there for me Locked the gates and hid the key So many years since I've been free I've hit a new kind of low I've hit a new kind of low