My Guilt

It's a kind of loneliness I haven't felt before I'm a little helpless, a little insecure They told me I would find my way Why do I believe the promises they make? And it's been just me for a while now Though I wish I wasn't used to it somehow And if they asked me if I was okay I'm sure I know what I would say Trying to find a piece of me lost many years ago They all think I've found it but it's really just for show Cause I've been pretending so long And now they've all got me wrong To tell the world about it Might erase all that I've built So I resign to live with my guilt I don't want to go to that place again But when there's nowhere else to go, what then? It's a cycle that I've tried to break But I'm still in the hurricane of my mistakes Trying to find a piece of me lost many years ago They all think I've found it but it's really just for show Cause I've been pretending so long And now they've all got me wrong To tell the world about it Might erase all that I've built So I resign to live with my guilt And I'm sorry you found out this way And cause I've been so honest that's the price that I've paid For fooling those I've loved so long Into thinking that I could be so strong Cause I've been pretending for so long And now they've all got me wrong To tell the world about it Might erase all that I've built So I resign to live To live With my guilt