Emotions

Emotionally unavailable Some emotions were unattainable People emotions were unrelateable But Lately now i see that I been changing bruh I was numb to the world for like seven years Certain things people felt I would never feel Like love, anxiety, depression and fear They wasn't needed in my life so to me they wasn't real But now they starting to manifest And I can't help but to express Been in my feelings more than less Struggling to get things off my chest and um Lately I'm just tryna maintain Let me try my best to get this off my brain Now that I'm open I been scared to feel the pain I been going thru the motions and can't keep wit the wave Kinda wanna be alone Kinda don't wanna be on my own But I keep finding my best self stepping outta my comfort zone Especially getting away from everything that I've ever known Gone for good or good not gone Will these new places feel like home and uh... And I keep going thru these changes And I keep feeling these emotions Sometimes I feel my heart is breaking Going thru these changes Feeling these emotions And I keep going thru these changes And I keep feeling these emotions Sometimes I feel my heart is breaking Going thru these changes Feeling these emotions Going thru emotions Uh people was scared to approach me Caution signs when they get closer So many times I been disappointed That's from hanging round too many vultures I took the hardaway in jungles Hard to trust any man or women Feelin' awkward just to say I love u Starting to realize it ain't normal Heart, mind, soul still loyal Show me love imma ride for ya Wonder can I say the same for others Conditioned not to ever show u vulnerable Don't wanna show a loss or heartbroken I won't know I never focused Love chakras heart not open I'm just tryna make it through these days Is it you or do I need to change my ways I don't know that's why lately been in daze Been on my mind for too long to just dismiss it as a faze Seek ways of heart but see my heart it like to play it safe Cuz I guarded it so long it never got a chance to break Dealing with love n life sometimes it's the risk u gotta take If it don't come with bad karma sometimes gotta test yo faith And I keep going thru these changes And I keep feeling these emotions Sometimes I feel my heart is breaking Going thru these changes Feeling these emotions And I keep going thru these changes And I keep feeling these emotions Sometimes I feel my heart is breaking Going thru these changes Feeling these emotions