Trying to be ok

Ask myself what I miss more the thought of you Or you walking out the door Through the late fights and loud nights, I Don't know why I even cry I didn't know we had a love that could hurt this deep What do you expect When you've given everything I don't know how much my heart can take I've been trying to get by but it's fake It's not like I would take you back Or things would be the same I got to give it to you, you left your mark Now I'm trying to be ok I've lost remembrance of your face All the times you cursed me have filled its place People say I'm the best they've seen Guess man looks different when he finally breathes But you seem closer than you ever did before Then again we feel when the spirits poor I don't know how much my heart can take I've been trying to get by but it's fake It's not like I would take you back Or things would be the same I got to give it to you, you left your mark Now I'm trying to be ok I didn't know we had a love that even went this deep Guess its makes sense when you give her everything You Want a fight to make yourself feel justified But truth has a sound and its own battle cry I hope you are somewhere not ok Hope the memory of us haunts your brain Don't come running back It will never be the same I got to give it to you love You left your mark I don't know how much my heart can take I've been trying to get by but it's fake It's not like I would take you back Or things would be the same I got to give it to you, you left your mark Now I'm trying to be ok