Aftermath

It's long after my world war is done I'm standing here still Waiting No gun But I fear now that I would Crumble and break Into a million pieces If I don't start to change Do I just Take another pill Make another pain Cut another vein I don't want the game I just want to live Time is running out Gotta get this now Heart is overdosed Lying on the floor Gotta breathe, somehow Something's wrong with me I can't seem to learn to just be happy Caught up in my aftermath Holding past like broken glass Now I've cut myself too deep cnd I Need to learn to just be happy Caught up in my aftermath Life is not an hourglass Can't just flip time to get it back Not everything in this life is a war Tried so hard not to lose Screaming out just being ignored Damaged debris left by me cnd myself Only us here in this cell Of illusion no-one else So I take another pill Make another pain Cut another vein I don't want the game I just wanna live Coming into kill Drowning in the flood Left alone to die I'm lost in this insane love Something's wrong with me I can't seem to learn to just be happy Caught up in my aftermath Holding past like broken glass Now I've cut myself too deep cnd I Need to learn to just be happy Caught up in my aftermath Life is not an hourglass Can't just flip time to get it back