Black & Cold (Original Demo)

There's so much that's on my mind No way to organize my thoughts to be concise I feel I've lost myself somewhere I feel it's like nobody really even cares I feel not good enough I feel dead It's a sad existence when you know you're all alone When everything feels black and cold It's hard to wake up when you know it's all for naught You know it cannot be the same It cannot be the same I feel depression all the time I feel I'm drowning in a sea of filth and grime Sometimes I think I see the light I look again and see that nothing can go right I feel it's hopeless Why try It's a sad existence when you know you're all alone When everything feels black and cold It's hard to wake up when you know it's all for naught You know it cannot be the same Yeah my friends tell me that it will be alright Between you and I I know that it's a lie It's a sad existence when you know you're all alone When everything feels black and cold It's hard to wake up when you know it's all for naught You know it cannot be the same