Circles

I feel so stuck in this path like it was written in stone You need to live a normal life or there is something wrong Don't you ever stand out, this is the way to go You need to work a 9 to 5 and then go home all alone My time is running away and I'm barely alive It's like I blinked for a second, now I'm past 25 And I'm not living, no I'm not living the way I want And I keep walking in circles, go to jobs I do hate Doing things I don't want and talk to people that's fake So I am worried that my life is stuck this way And I keep trying my best to blend into this crowd Even if my inner voice wanna scream out loud that I hate this That I hate to live like this But I'm too scared to change it, so I guess it's my fault And barely no one makes it, so why should I be the special one When I was a kid I kept on hearing I was special From when I learned guitar and fell in love with heavy metal But when I grew up, yeah my life took a dive And your special became texts, said you make it out alive But I want more than that, living isn't the same As being alive in this reality game I know my lungs breathe air and that my heart is still beating What's the point of all of that when the road is misleading And I keep walking in circles, go to jobs I do hate Doing things I don't want and talk to people that's fake And I'm worried that my life is stuck this way And I keep trying my best to blend into this crowd Even if my inner voice wanna scream out loud that I hate this That I hate to live like this