TRIGGERED

When I was a child loving was so simple Now I'm constantly doubting myself I used to feel indestructible But this human is my shell It's in my nature to want to be loved Especially when it seems that love is just so hard for me I know I made mistakes Hurt you the way I did I got my demons Oh my God I need a minute Just let me be but you don't want to do that You wanna be loved but you don't like it, do you? You want it your way, baby I'm just gon' leave you alone I keep pushing but you keep pulling I wanna live but I'm tired of changing myself around for you I'm feeling so uncomfortable But I'm tired of the shame Kept myself down for too long Not doing it again I'm tryna learn how to be a better friend But they keep pushing and pushing Not knowing when to stop Got me trying and trying when I am trying just to rock Want you to feel my pain Suffer the way I did I know that's not right I pray I see the light Just let me be I need some time to breathe Got some healing to do and babe, so do you I got my demons I don't wanna keep projecting on you I'm tired of feeling like I do you more harm than good And there is so much more Driving on this road that I've been down before I'm not perfect at all And I'm not hating on myself for it anymore We are energy manifested into being Created by light and born from darkness We are not perfect, babe But we are perfection Just live your truth You've got nothing to lose It doesn't matter, baby Take your time to think Just feel it out and you'll know if it's not your thing Don't let them tell you who you are That's for you to choose I've got your back and I am so damn proud of you We are not perfect But we are perfection So take me as I am All the good and what you think is bad