Autopilot

She's out doing things you never thought you'd see her do If she could turn back time, this ain't the life she'd choose Off to see her dealer so her next fix she can buy Can't remember the last time she wasn't high On the surface is a woman you never think was sad Underneath is a girl with deep scars from dark times had Trying to soar from her pain like a bird in the sky Never gets far enough, no matter how hard she tries She runs from all the pain, bad memories and lies She's masking her reality, on autopilot she flies Doesn't realize how much time has passed her by All her relationships are fading, she can't understand why She's been living in a fog, been a shell for so damn long Unbothered by the difference between right and wrong The darkness from her past is just too much to bear So she stays floating in the clouds so she doesn't have to care Trying to soar from her pain like a bird in the sky Never gets far enough, no matter how hard she tries She runs from all the pain, bad memories and lies She's masking her reality, on autopilot she flies Hoping her fog soon subsides and she takes back the wheel Needs to start living and seeing there's good she can feel All moments aren't ugly, there's room for beauty in her mind I pray one day she'll see, just cause there's bad in her past Don't have to mean a bad life Trying to soar from her pain like a bird in the sky Never gets far enough, no matter how hard she tries She runs from all the pain, bad memories and lies She's masking her reality, on autopilot she flies Hoping her fog soon subsides and she takes back the wheel Needs to start living and seeing there's good she can feel All moments aren't ugly, there's room for beauty in her mind I pray one day she'll see, just cause there's bad in her past Don't have to mean a bad life