The Plunder

Why can't I be alone Alone in my own bedroom Could never be a nun Cause my loins boil like stew A singer but I smoke My lover's tobacco Even as I choke I still inhale that smoke The little bits of me That no one else sees I wonder If you could read me like a book Would you even look Cause the plunder I cause myself Put my own self through hell I wonder I wonder If my hair was shoulder short And I never cursed or never wore shorts Would I Be mommy's girl Center of her world If I was an open book With access to every page Would I Believe my lover would stay Just stay Just stay I'll pay Just stay I wonder If you could read me like a book Would you even look Cause the plunder I cause myself Put my own self through hell I wonder I wonder I wonder I wonder I wonder Wonder wonder wonder wonder Wonder wonder wonder wonder Wonder wonder wonder wonder Wonder wonder wonder wonder Wonder wonder wonder wonder Wonder wonder wonder wonder Wonder wonder wonder wonder