Birthday Blues

Every decoration missing a screw Never celebrated colored in blue Never started a chapter that felt so empty All my wishes are just too far to touch (Far to touch) Not enough but somehow always too much (Always too much) Already tired of aging and just hit twenty My birthday blues Have never been this hue Forever falling back My movies fade to black And I missed my cue No candles blown And I'm all alone All the cards are blank And I have no one to thank Now I'm monochrome There's no piñata but I'm beat down and blue (Down and blue) There's no one waiting cause they don't have a clue Counting the years 'til I can celebrate with whiskey (With whiskey) Hoping my parents will at least spare a call (Oh a call) My friends are more excited when they see snowfall (When they see snowfall) They're all too caught up waiting for old Saint Nicky (Everyone is caught up in the waiting for their old Saint Nick) My birthday blues Have never been this hue Forever falling back My movies fade to black And I missed my cue No candles blown I'm all alone All the cards are blank I have no one to thank Now I'm monochrome Did they forget about me Or am I just a drama queen I've never felt this left behind, it's true My birthday's better spent with you My birthday blues Have never been this hue Forever falling back My movies fade to black And I missed my cue. No candles blown I'm all alone All the cards are blank I have no one to thank Now I'm monochrome My birthday blues