Pain and Dreams

Ya know They say that I talk about that too much they say I talk about this too much Yeah, Gah, look Can I talk about my pain, all the things that make me who I am All the reasons I'm the resilience queen Can I talk about my dreams Yes I am every woman I can do anything Let me tell y'all about my pain How I prevail through the hell Man you should f*ck with me Let me tell y'all bout my dreams Sometimes they turn into nightmares I was dumb young, reckless "fun" just a baby... 18 When I fucked raw, unsafe sex and now... Issa baby in me? Shit What I'm gonna do? Who the f*ck can I call? Slack ass Nigga , He don't give a f*ck, He being a ho fucking off Hoe ass Nigga I'm all alone in his mama house He having his way But I'm having my doubts He saying he faithful, I know that he lying I don't know what all the games is about This baby, ain't just a doll baby, It need real food, real love I was far in, I'm losing my friends I was losing him Cuz He was on drugs Sometimes I just gotta make it known I ain't poor but I ain't rich , Ain't f*ck for this bitch you wrong You really think you know how I did it How I got hot, how I got on It was ATL, it was so much hell, It was savage sex Man it was Yung Tone Shout out to my babies Yeah I made a promise I Prioritized my mental health to obtain my wealth Desi, Tay and Nique I told em Mommy got us Can I talk about my pain All the things that make me who I am All the reasons I'm the resilience queen Can I talk about my dreams Yes I am every woman I can do anything Let me tell y'all about my pain How I prevail through the hell Man you should f*ck with me Let me tell y'all bout my dreams Sometimes they turn into nightmares Niggas really putting hands on me Hands around my throat but it's not sexual Shit I can't breathe, I can't breathe Got damn this a theme Tell me how I'm your queen You abuse me, and that's no thing More than a baby mama I am your babies' mama Everytime you disrespect me, boy you disrespect our daughters I'm no enemy, but I could be It's easy... my .380 pink It's a Shootout if we link, ain't no talking you got me bent Real shit I'm the one who made you think that that shit was ok I didn't love Myself back then, Man that shit so fucking hard to say But it's ok let a bitch Nigga try a bitch today! Yeah Pretty gang shit You know that we lit Mommy gang shit Up in this bitch Ha, ya know I'm just saying like Sheesh Can I talk about my pain All the things that make me who I am All the reasons I'm the resilience queen Can I talk about my dreams Yes I am every woman I can do anything Let me tell y'all about my pain How I prevail through the hell Man you should f*ck with me Let me tell y'all bout my dreams Sometimes they turn into nightmares Black Lives Matter Black Women matter Black men you matter Black kids you matter And I'm Just like you And I'm Just like you I Go through shit too Trauma I'm tryna work through Yeah and I'm just like you And I'm just like you