That's not HIM (feat. Young Dellena)

Pulled too thin Givin all that I've got from within Stressing that I will drop give in Thrown away in a garbage bin But that's not him to neglect his passion been sewn in a stitch only to know it's holding him Waking up with a brain that's self destructive and hates Everything that you do, every word that you say Insecurities subordinately finding a way To cause a hole inside the chest and leave your shirt with a stain You try cutting it off You overthinking so stop Panic hard and start a riot now they calling the cops They only trained for the common Mental illness a problem Ain't no way to resolve em So lock em up to dissolve em Ain't much room for those options Often results in a coffin Because a kid that asked for help felt like he had no options In the corner he's rotten, self inflicted gun shot with a note to his momma Saying sorry I done it because they Pulled too thin Giving all that I've got from within Stressing that I will drop give in Thrown away in a garbage bin But that's not him to neglect his passion been sewn in a stitch only to know it's holding him I'm alive and I'm breathing but somehow can't shake this feeling I know it's hard to find your purpose and to find your life's meaning I've tried ending my pain I put a gun to my brain I've overdosed and Comatosed and left my blood on these rings But what hurts me the most Is knowing that you're a ghost I can't just call your phone I've been alone and that shit hits home The day you died I died Inside cause you ain't tell me goodbye And Chris I hope that I make you proud with what I'm doing tonight Pulled too thin Givin all that I've got from within Stressing that I will drop give in Thrown away in a garbage bin But that's not him to neglect his passion been sewn in a stitch only to know it's holding him