Voicemails (feat. SMKY & Marley Blandford)

Sitting in my room and I'm feeling so lonely, All the intrusive depressive thoughts that think they own me Got people in my life who think they know me, But they only, know me in one name only" Why do I have to be different? Get so lost over things that are basic Can't control the fact I'm autistic , can't act when I'm told I won't make it When life's so hard to be facin, I'm breaking, feels like death is embracing When your life's not yours for the takin', they say in the coffin, place him Told that I'm loved by the best small crowd but the demons voices just drown it out I struggle to sleep when my world's too loud, I fear I won't make my family proud Why do I have to fly so high? Get burnt out, and I don't get why My image spends this time, changing it's mind, wasting my prime. I never know how to get back, when the world won't ever cut me slack, I guess I'm broken, that's just a fact, losing my ability to even react Where are the so called friends, not in my ends, can't pretend Can't see my life through a snap ens, I'm not much more than a loose end I want to reach out but the demons tell me, with each call drop they keep repeating That I'm not someone worth missing, and that my heart should not be beating Hey it's Danny, Leave a message. Yo, Danny it's me. I've been calling I've left so many voicemails now bro, why you stallin'? Look it's okay, listen I get it. I know you're feeling shit right now and you can't admit it Well brother I'm still here, you know that I got your back And you know that I'm sincere, cause I'm here when your live's off-track Look I've been in them shoes before, so please don't leave me at the door I know you're feeling lonely now but you're not lonely anymore Stuck in a pit and you can't climb out of it, you know that we care but you're doubting it Tears in your pillow where you're screaming it, nah brother you're not dreaming it It's getting harder everyday, but please don't wish your life away Man, I keep searching for the words, but I just don't know what to say You know there's dark before the dawn and I'll be here until the morn You know your families got your back, and they'll be there to keep you warm so pick up the phone, you're not alone Leave your demon in the past and tell them that you're coming home I want to reach out but the demons tell me, with each call drop they keep repeating That I'm not someone worth missing, and that my heart should not be beating I want to reach out but the demons tell me, with each call drop they keep repeating That I'm not someone worth missing, and that my heart should not be beating