Reckless

I don't believe in myself I wish I was somebody else And clear the slate of all my bad mistakes If I make it through another day I'll pour some Jack and celebrate And numb the pain from the hearts that I've betrayed And I pray for the day you're coming back Is the day I'm not at home I'm a weak and reckless mess, You should have left me long ago My heart doesn't skip a beat when I stay up late and drink Palpitations and I shake as soon as I'm awake I messed it up from the start I'm feeling judged and I care too much This love is tough and I don't deserve your trust And I pray for the day you're coming back Is the day I'm not at home I'm a weak and reckless mess, You should have left me long ago My heart doesn't skip a beat when I stay up late and drink Palpitations and I shake as soon as I'm awake As soon as I'm awake Give me your arms hold me till the new morning comes Let me show you I'll change love you on all of my bad days And I pray for the day you're coming back Is the day I'm not at home I'm a weak and reckless mess, You should have left me long ago My heart doesn't skip a beat when I stay up late and drink Palpitations and I shake as soon as I'm awake as soon as I'm awake as soon as I'm awake (I don't believe in myself) as soon as I'm awake (I wish I was somebody else) as soon as I'm awake