Hate What I'm Reading

Yeah, yeah, yeah What Hardly been sleeping, barely been eating Always be geeking, off drugs I be peeking Rarely be speaking, can I stop chiefing This zaa I be needin' This zaa I be needin' Yeah, hit up yo chick, she want me this evening Hit so damn good that she hate when I'm leaving Ask for a reason, say I'm not hers and I'm just here for pleasing Yeah, yeah, shit just for fun, you a phase like the seasons My heart be so cold like a million them freezers I don't give a damn what you think, f*ck your thesis Yeah, if I'm in your town, just tell me where the trees is Need this This girl like a Reese's , and she hard to resist I ain't here for long, but we gon' have some fun till this moment deceases Yeah, yeah, distract me real quick while I pick up my heart man this shit been in pieces, broken but working, it ain't been too easy, I mean it You talking a lot, but them words got no meaning Been leaning on drugs and that drink Willie Beaming Got drunk off my ass and I seen me a demon I ask why he here, and we ended up screaming These voices I hear got my eyes and ears bleeding I'm writing these lyrics and hate what I'm reading I'm writing these lyrics and hate what I'm reading This shit be so wicked I think my thoughts feeding The darkness within me, this part of me breathing And starting to live on its own and be breathing I'm lost on my own like does life meaning These substances I be on got my ass fiending I say I'm gon' quit, but my act I can't clean it Go dumb in this life like I'll rise like a phoenix From ashes these lashes I take from the masses Been put on blast Still quick blunt passes Been passive But, I'm getting active