Holding Back The River

I'm here again Writing you this song But I don't believe That you are gone They live inside My mind is going grey Now I hope you know The flood is coming your way I'm holding back the river I'm holding back the river Of all my pain I just can't get through the day I'm holding back the river I'm holding back the river Of all my pain I just can't get through the day Dear Loneliness I'm writing once again I fear what's about to come My mind is going to bend Slowly fading Into the abyss Can you help me now And get me away from this I'm holding back the river I'm holding back the river Of all my pain I just can't get through the day I'm holding back the river I'm holding back the river Of all my pain I just can't get through the day I'll be here Trying to bury all my flaws But that will be my darkest day I just wanted so much more I'll still see you in my dreams The water is up to my neck I'll be floating down these streams Letting it fill my chest I'm holding back the river I'm holding back the river Of all my pain I just can't get through the day I'm holding back the river I'm holding back the river Of all my pain I just can't get through the day I'm holding back the river I'm holding back the river Of all my pain I just can't get through the day I'm holding back the river I'm holding back the river Of all my pain I just can't get through the day