Cost Of Fame

As i sit here spark this blunt think about my life If i could do it over would i do it twice De ju vu Up in the stu Cost of fame What's yea what's the price Anti social i don't talk Express my thoughts up on this mic I won't lie shit i'm impatient Know this shit take time and i'm waiting For the day i say i made it But what that mean Like who gon be right here And who gon leave Like who gon cross that line Said aint what it seems Never did that faking shit especially streams U can't relate Shit be crazy Know some Dawgs that turned to snakes Had me fucked up Confusing love with hate What? Damn Confusing love with hate Like what you gonna be when u grow up? I said be great It's a lot up on my plate Said i'm hungry i just ate I ain't tryna blow up shit i'm tryna make some shake Damn Tryna make sum shake What my pockets looking like shit underweight I know scales sells packs in the mail shit My pops did it too The f*ck i look like judging if you was me & i was you As i sit here spark this blunt think about my life If i could do it over would i do it twice De ju vu Up in the stu Cost of fame What's yea what's the price Anti social i don't talk Express my thoughts up on this mic Never been bout money What you think Ima die with it Man Man Ima die with it Never been bout money What you think ima die with it Like ima die with it man Death up on my line We talk I flirt Damn Keep on getting worse Just keeps getting worse Death up on my line we talk i flirt I said damn this shit just keep on getting worse I put my pain in every verse they hear the beat don't Hear the words Like this rapping shit really a blessing & a curse