Conflicted

I’ve been conflicted It’s been a minute I feel the pressure when I’m resting clock is ticking And every loss well it’s a lesson so I’m winning My only certainty is I see God up in it I ain’t finished I’ve been conflicted It’s been a minute I feel the pressure when I’m resting clock is ticking And every loss well it’s a lesson so I’m winning My only certainty is I see God up in it I ain’t finished Aye I’ve been workin like it’s OT Come in the clutch like I’m Kobe Been takin a beating for hours but still won’t give up Like I’m Gon when they breaking me I got a destiny I don’t know how or how long but I just know they’ll be testing me Feel like I’m maybe alive cause the devils Hisoka He’s basically telling me you not a threat to me yet I’m not a betting man but imma bet You don’t wanna see me when I work a sweat Cause when I start firing rounds you’ll see that I’m a threat Since I was young I was taught to be right but dog I’ve been scarred by my left I’ve been neglected, rejected it turned me so cold That I started to freeze so you might wanna watch where you step I got chills in my breath Left side wanna calm down but the right flames when upset I’m tryna control it but I’m in the dark and my shadow be losing control with my flesh I’m searching for light in the dark so I can maybe see what’s next I’m just tryna be my best aye I’ve been conflicted It’s been a minute I feel the pressure when I’m resting clock is ticking And every loss well it’s a lesson so I’m winning My only certainty is I see God up in it I ain’t finished I’ve been conflicted It’s been a minute I feel the pressure when I’m resting clock is ticking And every loss well it’s a lesson so I’m winning My only certainty is I see God up in it I ain’t finished Been conflicted I’ve been conflicted That clock is ticking See God up in it And I ain’t finished