Nerve Damage

I loved a Pretty girl and she broke my heart She made me promise to not make a scene She had barcode wrists and some baggage I missed I ain't no better dying in my dreams Babe we got matching scars you were never alone Eyes pinned shut cause you don't want to see Hell you fall apart I'll carry you home Won't stop that mirror from haunting me I can't feel my hands, stabbing pain in my chest What a hell of a way to die I've been up for 5 days straight, my house a mess I smell that plate just to feel alright How do I ask for help when I'm by myself? I'll rot for days until I'm finally found I'll leave that all on the shelf, that's how I felt What the f*ck is that raking sound? I'm losing my mind when I scream in the dark Why the f*ck will you not answer me? This life is one sick joke, taken way too far God I know you're listening You want to see crazy? Guess I'll get to performing You say words love hope and maybe This won't end in misfortune I know it's important My head's feeling hazy I try to ignore it But it still fucking pains me You wanna start a show So you can point and laugh Tell me does it feel good Tearing someone in half You don't even know Somehow you missed the clues Now that poor kid you picked on Brought a gun to school How do I ask for help when I'm by myself? I'll rot for days until I'm finally found I'll leave that all on the shelf, that's how I felt What the f*ck is that raking sound? I'm losing my mind when I scream in the dark Why the f*ck will you not answer me? This life is one sick joke, taken way too far God I know you're listening