Emotional Healing

Dear Lord I invite your Holy Spirit in my heart cuz sometime I feel broken Every since I lost my friend Monique I've been feeling like my heart been cut wide open Sometime I wanna go and sip the purple potion But then again I can't afford to lose my focus I've been dealing with a lot of emotion Pain run deeper then the Atlantic Ocean yea I used to talk to the Lord and pray that God would take me home But what don't kill you, ppl say that it's gon make you strong Everything happens for a reason, whether the reason is right or wrong Don't really know how to vent to people I vent up in my songs Sometimes I cry cuz I can feel my spirit hurtin Talk to God and wonder what he's gonna say Made bad choices, so you know I'm far from perfect But this my testimony yeah these words is Tay Life ain't a competition life isn't a race just stay up on your grind and go at your own pace I got a few homies who used to be real close but somewhere down the line we split and went different ways For the Gz in the cell who's praying for one day just to be a free man cuz they're missing their kids play All these years passing by they gave him a lot of time now he's thinking in his mind, I could have made different plays Ughh Emotional pain I used to stay inebriated I give them the truth my lyrics ain't fabricated When I was a drug addict I barely graduated A lack of the truth really had me dehydrated When I was a baby, homie my parents separated When I was a youngin mane my life was complicated Emotional pain that's why I was always sedated My mother wasn't the best she was intoxicated By the age of 18 I was incarcerated My step-dad and my momma gave me an ultimatum I had to numb all the pain with self-medication Cuz if I didn't do that, I wasn't concentrating ughh I lost everything that I ever had But man I'm focused I know that I'm gonna get it back I ain't telling a lie I'm only spittin facts I stay away from the snakes, yeah I be up on track, Tay Sometimes I Cry cuz I can feel my spirit hurtin Talk to God and wonder what he's gonna say Made bad choices, so you know I'm far from perfect But this my testimony yeah these words is Tay