Purpose

I been out here looking for my purpose Somedays I don't even know what's working My momma said I'll be ok My daddy said I'll find a way I'm praying for a better day I know you been looking for your purpose It feels like some days God is never working Before I wake before I die Pray to god my most high Devils attacks on both sides Like left to right than right to left Trying to walk in my righteous steps Drowning without a my life-vest Falling without my safety net Asking God can you save the dead Lately I don't feel alive Contemplating my suicide Some days I can't rationalize All the dreams I've had that I fantasize Laws of man that I can abide Like a black man getting 25 When he's 45 If Jesus real than take the wheel lets ghost ride Show my pride in my speech No time to be weak Bring the family with me Success is all that we need I'm down for taking the lead Let the enemies be the co stars They'll still say that I go hard With some scars but I'll go far I been out here looking for my purpose Somedays I don't even know what's working My momma said I'll be ok My daddy said I'll find a way I'm praying for a better day I know you been looking for your purpose It feels like some days God is never working I promise it will be ok I promise that you'll find a way We praying for a better day You want everything Know that you've been working and you need a break Hard to stay determined when you go astray Losing all your focus smoking everyday Now it's time for change And I'm not here to save nobody Devils acting so godly Trying to change up my posse Kings and Queens attending my party Girlfriend dressing like a Barbie An angel but she so naughty And I'm trying pray to like Gandhi But she wanna play that Cardi Or those city girls see the world And it goes something like this If you take the time to look around There's nothing that you won't miss Wear the crown, hold it down Even if it don't fit Tell the crowd we're holy now But we still talk with our fist I been out here looking for my purpose Somedays I don't even know what's working My momma said I'll be ok My daddy said I'll find a way I'm praying for a better day I know you been looking for your purpose It feels like some days God is never working I promise it will be ok I promise that you'll find a way We praying for a better day