Jaded

I took all my problems then I poured them in this cup I took all of my emotions then I rolled them up Take a sip and a puff and I'm faded It doesn't take much now I'm wasted Been fronting so long like I don't give a f*ck All this shit has got me feeling so jaded Repressing my stress it's hard to digest Need to get this shit off of my chest Out of my head I've been drinking instead Starving my soul yet it strives to be fed Drown my regrets with the bottle Run from it all, 6 speed full throttle Semi Auto take shots to the face Smoking this J until shame is replaced I'm so good at playing pretend When will it end? Will we make amends Feels like I came back from the dead All of these demons still in my head I'm tired of playing these games Numbing my pain denying my shames I'm done with this all, nothing to explain What's there to lose if there's nothing to gain I took all my problems the I poured them in this cup I took all of my emotions then I rolled them up I take a sip and a puff and I'm faded It doesn't take much now I'm wasted Been fronting so long like I don't give a f*ck All this shit has got me feeling so jaded