Sippin Somethin

I've been sipping something for a second now I've been smoking I've been caught up in a haze I gotta a lot of shit that I've been dealing with But I don't even have the words to say I don't know what to tell you, I don't know where to start I don't understand it; but it's pulling me apart I'm sipping and smoking, I know it's not smart Spark up my spliff and pour up my dark Cause I don't wanna talk about this shit I just want this shit to go away So I'm smoking drinking Cause I don't wanna have to feel this pain We all got trauma We got some some problems But we could probably solve them But that shit ain't easy So I'm still smoking this thang I've been off the toxins, got me feeling nauseous Been acting too reckless, oughta take precaution Take one to the head instead of checking myself Acting the fool, not of asking for help Take care, yeah the best that I can Been fronting like I don't give a damn Got a lot to say, afraid you wouldn't understand My feelings on display that's all that I am Find me at the function and I'm fucked up Seen my bro, gave him dap - yeah what's up bruh? He said nothing much, this blunt got me trippin I'm all in my head, got me thinking Why we always make such poor decisions? I've been sipping, my liver feeling livid Just tryna find bliss acting ignant Nothing promised in this lifetime is it? Cause I don't wanna talk about this shit I just want this shit to go away So I'm smoking drinking Cause I don't wanna have to feel this pain We all got trauma We got some some problems But we could probably solve them But that shit ain't easy So I'm still smoking this thang I've been off the toxins, got me feeling nauseous Been acting too reckless, oughta take precaution Take one to the head instead of checking myself Acting the fool, not of asking for help Take care, yeah the best that I can Been fronting like I don't give a damn Got a lot to say, afraid you wouldn't understand My feelings on display that's all that I am