Waves

Fade in, fade out - waves crash, washed out Can't wait now, I'm all in, the moment, is calling Been patient, my whole life - been waiting this whole time Playing games with, myself - did it all for someone else I've been making waves, I've been making movements Sailing so smoothly through all the confusion See how I maneuver through all of the illusions Don't jump to assumptions before I reach conclusions Look at how I maintain all of my energy Investing all in myself, I know My remedies I'm real with the fam, I'm far from phonies Yes we acquainted, but that don't mean that we're homies No time for fakes, I know the moves I need to make So if you in my way please step out my lane All the strength that I've gained on this road that I've paved Thankful for my struggle, I appreciate my place I know my worth so I ask do you deserve it I might not be perfect but I do know my purpose Don't take L's no mo, I just learn and grow How will I feel the highs, if I don't feel these lows? I was lost in the darkness But I have since escaped For my inner child, misguided and lead astray I won't let my soul be silenced by pain Why give up now there's just so much to gain? I'm on my way, just paving my lane Occupying my identity, taking up space Owning my accomplishments as well as my shame My good side and bad side are one in the same What the hell is getting into me? I've been acting differently Maybe I'm just recognizing my own divinity Cleaning my closet of skeletons that hinder me Time to love myself for who I am not who I pretend to be Planning my great escape from all that no longer serves me Prove to myself everyday that I am so worthy Gave myself the time and space to heal from all that's hurt me Counting my blessings on every step of this journey No such thing as perfect, But I'll never stop searching At the end of the day I know I'm only a person I still carry all this baggage, sometimes my back be hurting I can feel the strength I gain as I learn to bear these burdens Pessimistic pondering plaguing on my mental Lost my momentum now it's pedal to the metal That time is behind me, now I'm coming 10 fold This is only just the beginning now I'm showing my potential