ALONE

Do you ever feel alone and truly so forlorn With hope of being borne once you see the dawn The only time I'm feeling happy is when I scrutinize my past They say I'm young, I'm way too young to be drowning in my angst I never tranquilize my thoughts now listen to my podcast I'll never ostracize the fact that my mind is like a contrast And once I dive inside my thoughts I always seem to come back With stepping stones to throw away into my empty glass home Do you ever feel scorned? Like you never loved? Treated like a thorn cause you spend your time alone I know some people doing drugs to really feel adorned They still alive and always kicking but the family does mourn And to my music you my emotional crutch The only one I tell the truth cause I'm way too detached The only one I tell my flaws cause I have no one to trust And drown my angst inside these songs I keep no fingers on the pulse Have you ever felt love and all of its warmth? Feeling like you flying with the doves above the clouds Feeling like somebody got you back with or with out Restrictions and the bullshit people tend to bow their heads to And then fall out of love and feeling like you crashed And then you tell those lies like "everything will never last" Even though you feel the loss and think the shit you could've had That's how I'm really feeling when I contemplate my past Nostalgia will harass, your mind and then molest The present till the sand in hourglass is out at last Perverted yes I know think all the shit you could surpass This is not a dope rhyme but metaphysic forecast Blind me from the people I love they the reason I hurt They always switch and change sides I'm always left in the dirt It's like I'm stuck in a house that was left to get burned So just blind from the people cause I'm tired of the hurt I find myself looking for ways to truly get away And through my music is my way to truly fly away It's like a shadow of myself I get to feel the change Not just for me but for the person feeling the same way Do you ever feel alone? Do you ever feel alone? Do you ever feel alone? Do you ever feel alone? Have you ever felt alone? Do you ever feel alone? Do you ever feel alone with nowhere to go? Do you ever feel alone? Do you ever feel alone? Do you ever feel alone? Do you ever feel alone? Have you ever felt alone? Do you ever feel alone? DO YOU EVER FEEL ALONE AND SO FORLORN? Love you from a distance epithet to my description I'm known to drown my feelings and I never show affection If you do they try to play you, waste your time and simply con you Love is cynical, and magical and even wasteful I treat this shit like poetry, I always tell my feelings Emoting all the beauty in the struggle like its sorcery The microphone surgeon all these words are like a surgery I'm leaving all behind the shit that's causing all my misery Yes I'm self-absorbed and my thoughts are like white noise They block my inner joy and this is no decoy I hope that you evolve and curse away your inner void I hope that you employ confidence to go for more Since the pen is in my hands can you live throughout my lens? Welcome to my Nike checks living here don't make no sense Yes I'm tryna make some cents, Madiba faces and then ascend To a place I never been and live my life in obscurity Live my life in obscurity.