Burdens

Thought that it'd be easy but it's hardest when your far from home Couldn't do a thing without you needed you to reach the zone Call me young Kuruko I can't do a thing when on my own Thought I didn't need nobody till I broke down on that phone It's not easy being vulnerable Told my ex that I'm okay she told the truth that felt so cold Please stop lying to yourself and others tryna say that you're okay “You said that you'd been feeling nothing, hun that's such a scary place” I just want the best for you so please just go and seek some help Think that resonated with me cause I wanna be myself It's been far too long since the last time that I felt truly happy On this journey of self love I felt weird I can't be all sappy I've been depressed outta my mind Searching for answers I can't find Seekin the truth but then I hide I think I'd rather stay inside They say you die to stay alive Peep the smile when I cry Wipe the tears before I... Rise Maybe this the year I finally tell my parents That this divorce is more impactful and I cannot manage I mean I noticed my relationships sustained some damage Or maybe I self sabotaged because I panicked I can't stand it I just want that peace he gives that's so eternal Dog my songs are like my journal So if I let you in Please don't leave me all alone cct like I don't need nobody Start to cry when people gone Feelings so confusing never thought that I'd be in this space In church every other Sunday, pastor talking bout his grace Should I put aside my pride, probably it's for my sake Found a girl I start to like, kinda scared to really date Man I don't know if y'all relate This is why I hate talking bout my feelings I feel like I'm a burden Talking my bestie at night, she hate the fact I'm hurtin I'm just tryna go be the light, even when I'm uncertain Everything it come with a price and mine got Satan lurkin Yeah Reverse the melody to feel a different kind of pressure Feel like Trip Lee when with God lately been saying yessuh Tryna being honest with my feelings and it's a mess huh I know and I admit it I'm tryna feel the spirit Not only that but fear it In my silence I hear em It's getting louder than ever so I just can't ignore it Even though I've been mourning Through the night and the mornings Man I'm just working through my burdens 1 time if you felt like you a burden 2 times for the people that's hurtin 3 times for the people like me 4 times if you wanna be free Know what I'm sayin? 1 time if you felt like you a burden 2 times for the people that's hurtin 3 times for the people like me 4 times if you wanna be free Know what I'm sayin? Know what I'm sayin? Burdens, burdens