Holdin On (Updated) [feat. Corinne Stoddard]

I know I haven't been the easiest to talk to But to be honest I'm just scared that I might fall through I may be young but I know I really need you So I'm just holdin on Yeah I'm just holdin on So I'm just holdin on Please don't try and hit me on my phone Cause I'm working and I really think I need to be alone 2016 was a year and so I'm tryna write those wrongs Double entendres Cause I'm tryna write down these thoughts And right these wrongs I've been focused tryna fix these problems as they start to surface Satans lurkin it don't matter cause this year I won't be hurtin Imma go full attack I know God got my back Not every song finna slap But every song got a message I got some blessings from heaven that I know I don't deserve It took a break up for me to realize all of my worth I had some people who started with me ain't last cause they 1st And I be lyin if I said that when she left it ain't hurt and I felt nothing in church I felt that way for a year and I was faking these smiles hopin it tricked all my peers I lost control of my vehicle it was so hard to steer But I see grace up in that rear view mirror and it's closer than it appears I know I haven't been the easiest to talk to But to be honest I'm just scared that I might fall through I may be young but I know I really need you So I'm just holdin on Yeah I'm just holdin on So I'm Holding on to hope And I'm here today because of Gods grace Covered by the Holy Ghost So there's no clouds on my sun rays And I'm finna stay afloat You can rock the boat But imma stand tall Imma take the hits Finna sail away Like old ships My God Help me to have faith to walk on water Tryna graduate in faith but never leave my alma mater That's facts though Never takin L's I don't need those You can take it back like a repo Holdin on till my grave so That's facts bro And that's real Too real Hold up wait a minute how do you feel Tryna make a change while I stay real Lights on till I black out Never did it your way I was on my independent in the same place I don't wanna run in this rat race I just wanna be safe Okay Been on my own and I ain't see the plan Working to get it for God and my fam Making this music as long as I can I am not perfect I'm only a man But that won't stop me Tell me do you copy I'm just holdin on Cause I know he got me I know I haven't been the easiest to talk to But to be honest I'm just scared that I might fall through I may be young but I know I really need you So I'm just holdin on Yeah I'm just holdin on