Room 819

Okay Life's a bit different Been hella distant I've been tryna figure out the pieces in my puzzle but the way that mind is conflicted Cause I know that I'm slippin But if I'm being honest I don't... (man here go) If I'm being honest I don't wanna listen I'm acting like a kid again But thinking back it was ministry before everything Too focused on the mission at hand I was young so I ain't understand But getting older I start seeing the plan Yeah Breathing to ease my frustration Was getting tired of people sayin I needed patience Look You don't know how long I've been waiting I've been puttin in the hours without hesitation Uh And I'm sacrificing my sleep on the daily Y'all be thinking that this music really pay me Dawg it's draining But it ain't gone break me No I would die before I get to that point Connected with my mind and my soul that's a joint That's a heck of pair We almost there Yeah Ain't no more backing down I miss the times that when my praying was on the ground When I couldn't even speak so I'm crying out loud Look And I'm afraid that I won't get it back For years my heart and mind been under attack I wanna pray but I'm angry for the things that I lack I mean I prayed and nothing came so I relapsed Wow I mean Like I know I'm not the only one I'm feeling alone cause I'm the elders son So how can I lead the youth when I wanna run From what I've become Man I'm no chosen one I'm still working on my faith and happiness for once But I ain't done No I ain't done Yeah Look We gon find a way to get out of this slump Thinking hard cause my birthdays in a couple of months Now that I'm learning just what I need to fix I'm hoping that I start before I'm 26 Yeah Tae One time for that Oh Tae SoLo